Postpartum Support International is an organization that helps women who are suffering from perinatal mood disorders including, postpartum depression. PSI has contacts in every state and a list of recources in your community. There is a warm line to call 1-800-944-4PPD, along with a monthly chat line for Mom's and Dad's. Be sure to reach out for help. You are not alone. You are not to blame.
You can view PSI's resources on their website, www.postpartum.net